This reflection

This reflection,

i bring to you,

I bow at you,

even if you can't tell,

even if you don't know my name,

or can't remember my birthday,

with this doom in my heart,

i still look up at the sky,

and smell you in the wind,

in the winds of summer,

at night i dont pray,

but in my thoughts you always are,

and whenever i'm afraid,

i know there must be a reason behind,

i must confess,

i do hope for death,

the fear comes when i know

its full of uncertainty,

even if i ask,

ill remain in ignorance and obscurity,

if this pain is real,

cause it feels too real,

if the world cant see,

im my head i want to understand still.

L.Noctividus

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