Lorien Noctividus

  UNEXIST To reactivate but underestimate to stimulate and over emend, to reconnect, and disipate and forever erase, a final access, and color me red, with the warmth of you when i say your name and into depths i fall, surrender to me, but caress me not, resurrect upon me, and spell and pray, for the world to assist, but never unexist, to remain and attract, and contractures distract, for us to return, to be alive again, and destroy all manners, to our silence to end.

  Scarlett Revival Hes pure raven dark, a sparkle in the night, like an owl awaiting, always on Eben Ezer time, a lighthouse unknown, poetry on the lips, a mystic silence, the needle in sight, Voulture of rapture succeding in the prayer sunset and his hair, reflect the new moon rays, arose and fell never again, when truth only remains, forget all wounds from the past, surrenders but elevates the scents, and of your hands ill see the dawn, ill see the worlds collide, ill allow all immortality to descend, to the poisoned heart of mine, and left to awake, eternity awaits, for your lips over mine, to a scarlett revival end, for those who will not tell, and us in the mist of the night, when you leave me with a doubt, but inside i know youre mine. L.Noctividus

Till the very last day I know i'll live, till the very last day, with zero enlightenment, with all the doubts, and all the pain, of a lack of understanding, somehow days feel endless, and filled with decay, obsession in a synonym, for all i couldn't say, and all i couldn't be, and all i said i'll become, but never did, but in the shadow of a red sun, somehow my soul must be kept, Guarded and safe, left to a never ending peace, where all the people i knew remain, and await for me till the very last day. L.Noctividus

  This reflection This reflection, i bring to you, I bow at you, even if you can't tell, even if you don't know my name, or can't remember my birthday, with this doom in my heart, i still look up at the sky, and smell you in the wind, in the winds of summer, at night i dont pray, but in my thoughts you always are, and whenever i'm afraid, i know there must be a reason behind, i must confess, i do hope for death, the fear comes when i know its full of uncertainty, even if i ask, ill remain in ignorance and obscurity, if this pain is real, cause it feels too real, if the world cant see, im my head i want to understand still. L.Noctividus

  Conquers and Quests II I feel tired and diseased, like all this time hasnt been worth it, as if the fights never became success, as if the dread was fun for God himself, like a joke that never ends, and when you feel it close, it's all pretend,  but if feels so real, and i can´t reject, can eject this visions in my head, cannot see pass through the veil cant even stare right to his face, and confess, that it was all a mistake, a very fatal experiment, that played as if we were the pieces in chess, a match with no chances to win, a game where you know youll loose, no matter what you do, even if you try to deceive you mind into it, and act like faith and hope is within. L.Noctividus

  Conquers and Quests Do you know it feels this way? when water slips under your feet? when you sleep and see no lights? when the wind blows upon your face? and when the trees start to die? Cause you've never been down here, you haven't stepped on ice nor the sea, you don't know what a nightmare is, no idea of what tomorrow brings, never faced the pain of death, nor disease or leaving someone behind, no sun to pretend any form of eclipse, no reason why a heart would suddenly strive, and in the death of the night, the sounds are imminent threats, just a sign that we´ve been down here, fighting ourselves and this entire place, and you haven't, you've been up there, staring from afar, the struggle and the pursuit, the conquers and the quests, and it never ends, you never really end. L.Noctividus